Annie is what my Group of gatherer call me. Ann is my known name.
I have different clique of friends. Good companion, Good advisor. I have this two crazy pals Anna and Huiping to keep me accompany when I need to gossip. I have Weiling to stand by me when Im falling and need a pair of listening ear.
Born with two upmost crazy sister, who frequently makes me fed-up. But they stand by me when someone stab me be it infront, at the back or in the heart. They sound like lion, tiger or even gorilla to people who hurt me.
In the gather of the 4 of us, Joyce PNG,Teo WanXing, and Amber Lim. Not to forget the one who have been watching over us in the land of far away. Belinda Chew.
I wasnt the most lucky girl on board the ship to Earth, but it seems like I am one today.
I gain all this by the little hard work, not anyone playing on the hand of fate. I almost bend down to destiny and got all my life set the way it was written.
However, I know that wasnt the way I got work on. Im someone with the bone of strength. No one seems like directing my life, other than myself.
I fall into love of sea on the 21stofSeptember2010, with the ugly, ♥Kelvin Chin
My mum, ought to be the greatest human on Earth. I seriously cant survive without her being around yatting everything!
Mighty dad
A little story brought forward after 3 years. We have nothing much, but holding on each other heart.
I love him and need him as much as how panda need its dark ring.
He love me and dote me as much like a baby pamper its bear.
Everything started on the 21September2010! I always tell him that Im pretty like god-know, and he is ugly like a damn!
We never occur ourselve into people eyes, we stand on the groud that belong to us.
We have lots of past, lots of more tragic story than anyone ever gone thru.
Though it hurt sometimes within the not enough time and the very unhappy conversation,
But we know we have got the heart placing for the both of us.
Everyone said tsuanami gonna hit on the 21may of 2012, 21dec of 2012, I dont know how many more 21st to celebrate but I know he will still hug me
tight when tsunami hit on us. Hold me close to him when we have to swim for life.
I know its gonna be even tougher story in the future, More crazy quarrel awaiting for us.
For symphony of the past to be dug out,
But I swear I will never give up on us
Baby, Thank you for all the patience love and every meaningful moment you created. 
and brother, got me a protected kid today!
I never forget what happened back then. I try to FORGIVE BUT NEVER TO FORGET! those who set me in the shit of doom.
I might seems friendly, but dont try stepping on the hurt, trust me im the upmost bigger bitch you ever met.
You might heard something, someone, somewhat story about me, but trust me, you never know me till you ask me.
I dont love talking to stranger. I dont love telling people my life.
I dont love making new friend. I know I dont need anymore new people to come into my life and heart the weak heart. I lock the weak with a layer of metal. Not easy to bump through them.
You wanna to meet a friendly me, then talk to me while i'm at work.
Cus I have to perform my profession, not my true self.
Dont try to test my fuming rage. Its getting rust and might explode when the ticker stay in the wrong box.
This is call ANN's THEORY
I might not be the best, the prettiest *though I always said I am*, the greatest, the first partner you ever had,
But I know I be your last and only love, the last lips yours will touch, last hand you will hold.
I love you, till death do us apart!
I know he love me more than 3 years back, but definitely less than 10 years later!
Wrap up all the past, close the book of pain.
In this grown up society, I learn to really stand on my own and never trust anyone easily. I got to know a lot more things than I should. I got to listen to different version of story than the usual only one.
I told myself to let bygone be bygone and eye forward, on the encoring future awaiting for me. Whatever had happen in the past, shall all be done with, let it off and have a clear start.
I have started working in this company for two years. I know everything and all the resource are coming on like a cycle. I know I have tolerate yet so far, and nothing else should put this to stop. I wann pursue my studies and be someone I think to make a difference. I genuinely thought that success dont come just like that, neither luck nor time. It come with massive hard work and more hard work.
I have make a great different with my family, relationship with my bf and together with my BFFs.
FAMILY:
I realise is not easy to raise me up, pay for everything I need, answer for everything I do. I remember when I was younger, I always pop weird question to my mum. I know I haven been an easy child for her. She give up everything, almost her life, for me to set foot on the world. She give me the chances to breath, the chances to make decision, the chances to enjoy the way I have today. She never ask too much for anything, other than me being super happy for the life I'm having. I wasnt even a thoughtful nor a lovable girl to her for the beginning of my teenage. As today, I stand like an adult, I know I have to make her proud. The woman who gave up all her life for me, I love you mommy!!
The man who do not talk much, regardless of how naughty or irritating who got. Everytime mommy whack the hell up of us, he'll coldly look at us and tell us to go sleep. A typical way to save us from the cane. The man who give up all his leisure, in supporting the whole family when mum decided to be a housewife. I remember once. Dad took out his $50 and give it all to me. He left with merely a few $10 bucks. Then when I fail my O level, he didnt say much, didnt scold much, but pay for my another year of tuition fee.
The pillar of the family, pass from brother to my eldest sister. The hardship we went through, the life cycle we walk once like saint. Every possible became impossible, every impossible yet becoming possible.
Da jie from an irritating freak, who provide us nothing but problem, tell us anything but the truth, stand up and hold the almost torn family. Though she do grumble, though she give alot of ill-comment that really make me wanna whack the hell out of her some day, make the greatest effort on the crisis this time. She make sure everyone sleep at ease and secret solving all the unknown problem. Mommy always tell me, the eldest daughter at home got to hold the whole family up, never let it fall. I look up to her, though some times I really dont agree the way she works, but I know she will never bring problem home. I always quarrel with her. We bang doors, we whack chair, we slap bears. But at the end of the day, I will apologise. For she's the one who give me support when I fall and never get angry with me after apology. Once, I broke up with fat, I cry the night out, she stay up just to keep me accompany and make sure I dont fall.
Er Jie the most naive human in the world. She's the smartest 'object' standing I have ever known. She can memories the whole book and vomit the exact essay out without a single mistake. Like a saint isnt it! However, no one is perfect, she cant handle stuff like opening can food, cooking rice, some minor practical things. Half the time she go crazy over some minor thing. Especially those technical stuff, she look like like cavewoman in act. She got fascinated by weird stuff and laugh all day long. I remember once we quarrel and I almost left the house cus I couldnt take her arrogant-ness. Thenthen, mommy and brother came out to stop the fight. We didnt talk for a couple of weeks. When I was in school, schooling, I dont seek her for help. All the time she might turn me down, if not scold the hell out of me and reject me. She cant talk to me nicely, and she always look down on me. Ahhhh thats my point of view. Then when the first time I failed my O level. I realise she's the one who stand by me and plan for me and give me lots of solution to the miserable unknowing future. She use the strong way to force me out and not be useless. Today, I know I have to grow up and look up to her as a model of my life aspect. Besides some daily lifestyle issue, I dont see any flaws in her. Her righteous simply step the perfect cut on boundary of everything. She have no mercy, no way to go across her principle. The only thing she look weak is when it comes to computer or when she watch some touching show. AHH one more, when she see mommy cry, she will perfectly on her water tap and start crying.
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