Annie is what my Group of gatherer call me. Ann is my known name.
I have different clique of friends. Good companion, Good advisor. I have this two crazy pals Anna and Huiping to keep me accompany when I need to gossip. I have Weiling to stand by me when Im falling and need a pair of listening ear.
Born with two upmost crazy sister, who frequently makes me fed-up. But they stand by me when someone stab me be it infront, at the back or in the heart. They sound like lion, tiger or even gorilla to people who hurt me.
In the gather of the 4 of us, Joyce PNG,Teo WanXing, and Amber Lim. Not to forget the one who have been watching over us in the land of far away. Belinda Chew.
I wasnt the most lucky girl on board the ship to Earth, but it seems like I am one today.
I gain all this by the little hard work, not anyone playing on the hand of fate. I almost bend down to destiny and got all my life set the way it was written.
However, I know that wasnt the way I got work on. Im someone with the bone of strength. No one seems like directing my life, other than myself.
I fall into love of sea on the 21stofSeptember2010, with the ugly, ♥Kelvin Chin
My mum, ought to be the greatest human on Earth. I seriously cant survive without her being around yatting everything!
Mighty dad
A little story brought forward after 3 years. We have nothing much, but holding on each other heart.
I love him and need him as much as how panda need its dark ring.
He love me and dote me as much like a baby pamper its bear.
Everything started on the 21September2010! I always tell him that Im pretty like god-know, and he is ugly like a damn!
We never occur ourselve into people eyes, we stand on the groud that belong to us.
We have lots of past, lots of more tragic story than anyone ever gone thru.
Though it hurt sometimes within the not enough time and the very unhappy conversation,
But we know we have got the heart placing for the both of us.
Everyone said tsuanami gonna hit on the 21may of 2012, 21dec of 2012, I dont know how many more 21st to celebrate but I know he will still hug me
tight when tsunami hit on us. Hold me close to him when we have to swim for life.
I know its gonna be even tougher story in the future, More crazy quarrel awaiting for us.
For symphony of the past to be dug out,
But I swear I will never give up on us
Baby, Thank you for all the patience love and every meaningful moment you created. 
and brother, got me a protected kid today!
I never forget what happened back then. I try to FORGIVE BUT NEVER TO FORGET! those who set me in the shit of doom.
I might seems friendly, but dont try stepping on the hurt, trust me im the upmost bigger bitch you ever met.
You might heard something, someone, somewhat story about me, but trust me, you never know me till you ask me.
I dont love talking to stranger. I dont love telling people my life.
I dont love making new friend. I know I dont need anymore new people to come into my life and heart the weak heart. I lock the weak with a layer of metal. Not easy to bump through them.
You wanna to meet a friendly me, then talk to me while i'm at work.
Cus I have to perform my profession, not my true self.
Dont try to test my fuming rage. Its getting rust and might explode when the ticker stay in the wrong box.
This is call ANN's THEORY
I might not be the best, the prettiest *though I always said I am*, the greatest, the first partner you ever had,
But I know I be your last and only love, the last lips yours will touch, last hand you will hold.
I love you, till death do us apart!
I know he love me more than 3 years back, but definitely less than 10 years later!
From the single 1 to a double2, you know that your life is no longer just the naive little girl. The difference are huge! When you did something stupid, in the past, people might say silly, cute etc.... BUT now people start saying straight to your face! DUMB! Brainless, Bimbo and ETC .. I never know the painful of the experiences up till that happen.
I swore, promise, 'soonba' & everything that I never drown myself into that shit again, but once he's back, he turn my life a misery once more.
I was over the phone with my childhood best friend a few days back, heard alot alot and realise the different in view of value. I do not want to be the one who odd the rest. I dont expect a better treatment after decade of smearing, all I wanted was no more further untrue tales. That's all I asked for. I do not control you, nor make you compromise to me, but just a sting tots of getting all those mouth tear off. It felt super hysteria when a stranger go around and say they do not like. Not as though I like you larh, but who the fuck are you to judge and put your unreasonable verdict on my personality. Smearing me as a liar, a backstabber, or whatever else that mother god didnt even know I'm those.
My first and only one time declaration, you miss it, your problem.
1) LIAR.
Have I fucking lie to you? Or your friend who happily told you that I lied? A few I heard about was,
- About having multiple bf?!
Okay, I have very small brain. So I cant lie to this man and lie to the other also. I might just mix up. So normally I just break with this if I know I do not have feeling for him anymore.
- Rich Family?!
Ahhh, Muthurfarking bitch who spout this must be bang. I didnt/NEVER /have not tell any one I have super wealthy background. Dont come and put words into my mouth about me saying I am rich. Your point of view that I'm rich then eventually become something I said. Fuck yeah.
- Messaging myself?!
This is something human with the correct brain find it hilarious ridiculous. My boyfriend laugh like mad when he heard this. Bitch please. I do not owe two phone at the same time. Thank you for being super good imaginative. I have yet to find out who started this. First thing first, how many pocket do we have on our school skirt. I didnt know we have two of them. Enlighten me a little okay. You can come forward and take look through the smses in my phone. Call them if you want.
- Said about people liking me.
Okay, sure a misunderstanding. There's this bitch, who said bla bla bla like me, to not turn things loose, I avoid him like an idiot. Then people start saying I buay hiao bai, think who who who like me. Other than that, I dont boost those things around. I do not flirt with man to have them liking me. I declare, I have better man favor as compared to the ladies. But that doesnt mean I do not have ladies friend what. I can name you 10 existing human being.
About like right, I do not need to say ah. Ask my surrounding, or even my boyfriend, they will tell you I attract people unknowingly, and I avoid them when I realise thinks goes wrong. Dont believe, then go fuck yourself okay!
- Backbone problem.
Let me tell you, tear your mouth if you challenge me on this. I have problem with my tail bone since I was like 4 years old. My mother, father, sisters, ah gong, ah ma, teachers, boss and friends know this.You want to see the report from the doctor? Must I carry a plate on certified back problem around to make you believe? You will see me squatting down when it hurts or stand really weird. The one person who, with her own eyes, see the scar is MIN. We are in the changing room and she saw that. Okay now want to say my best friend confirm help me right? So must I wear a bare back just to show off that?! You will see all my close friend, friend super protective towards my bone. You hit my back, beware of Jia's fist, Min's shouting, and my boyfriend's punch.
- My sisters. Joyce, Weixin and Wanxing
This three have been with me since I enter a secondary school. Or even before that. I, hereby admit, we were not as close as before cause we have all our life. They are all mums, everytime go out with them are like a family outing with tons of kids. Not easy handle okay. I dont mind revealing their particular if you want. Come to me I will call them for you, Facetime also can.
- Boyfriend
My boyfriend is very concern on the matters people said he is fake. And people commenting on our private affair within us. We do not taste any forbidden fruit to grab each other by our side okay. I cant guarantee he is still gonna stay as nice as you thought he is after the smearing.
2) My Past
I have a very miraculous life around. I am not at all the best one lady who have all the sweetest boyfriend, loyal friends and perfect families.
You dont wanna know how this one man hurt me for three years. You dont want know the story behind this three years, the shit I have to go through alone.
Loyal friends, fuck this shit. I can name you a few that stay loyal. Yes only a few of them. I stand up for them against all kind of problem and they dig my past, salt my wound.
Families, we use to quarrel everyday. I dont speak to my sister at all. Everyday I open my eyes i flee out of house, and return when half the family turn in. But now, I appreciate them as much as the heart beating each day. I misunderstand them, I hurt them all. I hurt mommy, sister, daddy and brother. I only realise my mistake when I got thrown alone by that mighty man years back. I know I cannot let them hurt anymore. So I follow what mommy tell me to do. I promise to be home everyday, I promise not stay later than they expect. Mommy dont want me to stay out cus she want to cut down all possibilities I return back to the past.
I know I do not need to answer all question. I know I do not need to make everyone believe me, I know nothings goes in to haters mind. But all I wanted was just a few soul who have that heart to listen to people's explanation. I listen to everyone who wanted to explain things to me. I give people chances and forgive those who made mistake. I forgive that man who made me gone through trauma, hurts and pain for three years, who else I cant forgive. I have high tolerance, dont off that limit. You never want to fit the consequence.
Dear secondary school mates,
I do not hate anyone of you, I dont avoid you even if you smear me like fuck to your poly friends. I did nothing wrong, I face you with my head high. Come if you want a better game played. I grown up, I know how to handle things without violence. If you haven learnt that, then read the theory before you open your mouth okay.
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