Annie is what my Group of gatherer call me. Ann is my known name.
I have different clique of friends. Good companion, Good advisor. I have this two crazy pals Anna and Huiping to keep me accompany when I need to gossip. I have Weiling to stand by me when Im falling and need a pair of listening ear.
Born with two upmost crazy sister, who frequently makes me fed-up. But they stand by me when someone stab me be it infront, at the back or in the heart. They sound like lion, tiger or even gorilla to people who hurt me.
In the gather of the 4 of us, Joyce PNG,Teo WanXing, and Amber Lim. Not to forget the one who have been watching over us in the land of far away. Belinda Chew.
I wasnt the most lucky girl on board the ship to Earth, but it seems like I am one today.
I gain all this by the little hard work, not anyone playing on the hand of fate. I almost bend down to destiny and got all my life set the way it was written.
However, I know that wasnt the way I got work on. Im someone with the bone of strength. No one seems like directing my life, other than myself.
I fall into love of sea on the 21stofSeptember2010, with the ugly, ♥Kelvin Chin
My mum, ought to be the greatest human on Earth. I seriously cant survive without her being around yatting everything!
Mighty dad
A little story brought forward after 3 years. We have nothing much, but holding on each other heart.
I love him and need him as much as how panda need its dark ring.
He love me and dote me as much like a baby pamper its bear.
Everything started on the 21September2010! I always tell him that Im pretty like god-know, and he is ugly like a damn!
We never occur ourselve into people eyes, we stand on the groud that belong to us.
We have lots of past, lots of more tragic story than anyone ever gone thru.
Though it hurt sometimes within the not enough time and the very unhappy conversation,
But we know we have got the heart placing for the both of us.
Everyone said tsuanami gonna hit on the 21may of 2012, 21dec of 2012, I dont know how many more 21st to celebrate but I know he will still hug me
tight when tsunami hit on us. Hold me close to him when we have to swim for life.
I know its gonna be even tougher story in the future, More crazy quarrel awaiting for us.
For symphony of the past to be dug out,
But I swear I will never give up on us
Baby, Thank you for all the patience love and every meaningful moment you created. 
and brother, got me a protected kid today!
I never forget what happened back then. I try to FORGIVE BUT NEVER TO FORGET! those who set me in the shit of doom.
I might seems friendly, but dont try stepping on the hurt, trust me im the upmost bigger bitch you ever met.
You might heard something, someone, somewhat story about me, but trust me, you never know me till you ask me.
I dont love talking to stranger. I dont love telling people my life.
I dont love making new friend. I know I dont need anymore new people to come into my life and heart the weak heart. I lock the weak with a layer of metal. Not easy to bump through them.
You wanna to meet a friendly me, then talk to me while i'm at work.
Cus I have to perform my profession, not my true self.
Dont try to test my fuming rage. Its getting rust and might explode when the ticker stay in the wrong box.
This is call ANN's THEORY
I might not be the best, the prettiest *though I always said I am*, the greatest, the first partner you ever had,
But I know I be your last and only love, the last lips yours will touch, last hand you will hold.
I love you, till death do us apart!
I know he love me more than 3 years back, but definitely less than 10 years later!
I know life cant get any better till I got my great ambition fulfilled. I bite my mouth, hold the suffer, torturing mindset close to heart, just as so to grant my little dream a succeed. I dont want to be a useless, doing nothing even after 10 years from today.
I hide my principle, I go against my will, I shouted the lies out loud.
I told myself as long as I got my things done, things might get better! HAH!! That was just my wishful thoughts. Oldie continue provoking every move of mine! Opening his mouth at the wrong time, turn arrogant when people seek for his advise. Eh, seriously I dont need to talk to you, I just have no choice but to. You think I super gian talking to you?! Oh think again, with everything you do not know, doing ways you want to, and not to say your upbringing of your kids. None of them have basic manner, oh and your grand-daughter either. If you dont know how to teach her properly, please let someone else do it. She's in NYG but her manner wasnt the better high end one. All she do is, bang the door, ordering you to buy her food, ordering you to throw her rubbish. You mean this was how you upbring your generation? Lets not say anything about spoilt or over pampered, this wasnt anything good about teaching them the basic of human manner. Even Sarah seems more and better upbringing manner than her. Suggest you to hit for some advise with the expert, or tighten your family manner against all your GENERATION!
I do admit every mistake I made and try to re-compensate the misconduct in the work. However, that doesnt include untrue malign and your assumption of a certain things I did not do. Ask yourself, whether I am responsible enough. You have the cheek on complaining that I was not responsible. That's super hurting, you understand? Irresponsible in what/which sense?
I should have not pick up the call from parent when Im not in my working hours? I should have not pick up boss call when Im having my leave in other country? I should have not pick up calls from centre when I am on my off days or leave? I should have not made calls to parent on a non-working day? I should have not care about how things is handle in work when Im not around? I should have not called back once I know the centre phone is spoil? I should have not cover everything/ shit every teacher did so that boss can have ease in Malaysia? I should have not bring work home when I realise I do not have enough time to do, and no one offer to help? I should have clear all my leave at one shot and let you all come and stand in for my shift? I should have not make sure Esther is free on my leave day? I should have not come to work on a sick day, until Esther finish school then left for home? I should have not suffer so much uptill today and finally opening my mouth and comment about it?!
Pushing the fucking blame away. Let me warn you on this first. The below passage gonna be full of unpleasant vulgarities. Please pardon all this anger, I press it down for a fucking good 3 years.
You complaint that I love pushing all my blame away!
Push away?! Ever since the first day, who , you tell me who, have ever stand up for my mistake, taking the scolding on my behalf?! WHO! I came merely for 2 weeks and was left alone running the centre. ALONE, alone you bitch! Keeping everything going. Getting scolded by you oldies. Whether I was taught or wasnt, all you assume I was told! Who have ever come sparing me a thought thinking that Im new to the centre?! WHO! All you left saying was, Yvonne didnt teach you well. THEN!?!?! My fucking fault is it?! Then you expect this to be done, that to be done. CCB, before I come, why didnt you expect all this done?! At that point of time, I told myself you're just taking a thought highly on me. I was happy, I know I am capable! But why your expectation getting out of hand. After 5 months of my work, Weiling came. Now, I have to fucking teach her everything. Yes, then you tell me, for the first 6 month, anything Weiling did wrong, I have to be held the blame. Yarh then who the fuck held my blame for the 6 month I am in the centre?! Who stand up or who you scolded on the behalf of me when I did something wrong. Who get those shouting and who got those loud loud tone? All in boss and your mind, I was the only one you can rely on when boss is not in Singapore. I appreciate and thankful for the potential you people see in me, but how much more none lenient treatment was given accompany with that?! Let me ask you when was the last time you praise me?! Oh sorry, dont fucking remember right?! Cus you have never ever! You happily praise Esther in everything she did what! Why not for me. After Weiling left, Esther came. You told me the same old thing. I have to be responsible in every mistake Esther did. I have to be taking everyone mistake on behalf but no one helps me. Then who talk to Esther when I need a leave?! To see all the happy and unhappy, hoping very much she is willing to help. Then?! According to MOM law, I am entitle to the leave! Then why must I go through all this?! Then boss will come and tell me give and take! WHO you ever fucking give in?! YOU DID ?! You sure? All I see was all takes! Where got give! You trying to joke with me right?
Have you ever though why can you go Malaysia in peace? Have you ever wonder how can you not be bothered with the work in the centre? I dont mind being the right hand, helping you with everything in the centre. I hope on, I grab it hard, cause its my job. But let the torture away will be preferable! My limit is there. Im giving on with my last straw. You better dont provoke me further. NEVER!
@ 21:02